We just got back from the states/vanc, you'd think I would be recharged but eh. Even got to see ang/ed this past weekend, but I don't know. Lately michael is just eh. Monday he wanted to get a massage, then decided not to go bc e said I made him feel bad. He went anyways tuesday. I've been wanting to see "up" in 3d for the longest time, and we were supposed to go today but he read the wrong time (chinese ver vs eng)... So we didn't go. And was noting that tickets are 100$ vs 70$ normally bc its 3d. So we are walking home and I have to pee badly, and he is scratching my butt on the walk back from manh. Hill and I say pls don't do that and he gets pissy. Like little kid tantrum. Uhhh, I have to pee!!! Even the dr yday said I would have to pee more... Bc of the pregnancy. Duh. So then he opens the door sooooooo slowly and I tell him (loudly) that to hurry bc I have to PEE!! And gets all really pissy and starts yelling at me! Saying stupid stuff in chinese and a cheeseen at the end, which I find extremely rude. Plus he then storms off to exericse. Fine. I can do yoga too.
He gets back and says -i almost fainted. Well, what do u want me to do? I don't know... And he gives me the silent treatment. Then goes to a mtg at mom's. Comes back ltr saying I'm going to meet ronald. Where? Yue.
Do I have a say? Nope.
I donno, I feel like you complain ab a movie ticket yet go out and spend 100$ on ONE drink (at least). You knew I had to pee and got mad at me? I don't get it.
I just feel hurt bc yah, I'm pregnant and you go off to do these things assuming my feelings aren't anything or just because you want to. I understand that you need time alone w/your friends but it doesn't help after you yell at me for stupid shit that I didn't even do.
So yah, down, I guess bc I donno, I'm just not feeling great. I can't even decipher if I'm hungry or have heartburn. My stomach is iffy all day and my other stomach is getting bigger. At least I hope baby is healthy and growing well. At least that's would be one good thing from this.
Little girl, I love you.
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