woah. hunger.

I just finished a sub and a half.  Woah hunger.

 

At least it was subway… woke up with a craving and thank goodness there’s one fairly* nearby (I think there’s like only 2 or 3 subways in hk total).  Anyhow a 6” meatball and a footlong veggie. Mmmmmm.

 

Craving fulfilled. Check!

Ugh

I think this is the 2nd pregnancy depressing time I'm experiencing, not depression but just down, I guess, emotionally.

We just got back from the states/vanc, you'd think I would be recharged but eh. Even got to see ang/ed this past weekend, but I don't know. Lately michael is just eh. Monday he wanted to get a massage, then decided not to go bc e said I made him feel bad. He went anyways tuesday. I've been wanting to see "up" in 3d for the longest time, and we were supposed to go today but he read the wrong time (chinese ver vs eng)... So we didn't go. And was noting that tickets are 100$ vs 70$ normally bc its 3d. So we are walking home and I have to pee badly, and he is scratching my butt on the walk back from manh. Hill and I say pls don't do that and he gets pissy. Like little kid tantrum. Uhhh, I have to pee!!! Even the dr yday said I would have to pee more... Bc of the pregnancy. Duh. So then he opens the door sooooooo slowly and I tell him (loudly) that to hurry bc I have to PEE!! And gets all really pissy and starts yelling at me! Saying stupid stuff in chinese and a cheeseen at the end, which I find extremely rude. Plus he then storms off to exericse. Fine. I can do yoga too.

He gets back and says -i almost fainted. Well, what do u want me to do? I don't know... And he gives me the silent treatment. Then goes to a mtg at mom's. Comes back ltr saying I'm going to meet ronald. Where? Yue.

Do I have a say? Nope.

I donno, I feel like you complain ab a movie ticket yet go out and spend 100$ on ONE drink (at least). You knew I had to pee and got mad at me? I don't get it.

I just feel hurt bc yah, I'm pregnant and you go off to do these things assuming my feelings aren't anything or just because you want to. I understand that you need time alone w/your friends but it doesn't help after you yell at me for stupid shit that I didn't even do.

So yah, down, I guess bc I donno, I'm just not feeling great. I can't even decipher if I'm hungry or have heartburn. My stomach is iffy all day and my other stomach is getting bigger. At least I hope baby is healthy and growing well. At least that's would be one good thing from this.

Little girl, I love you.
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Ugh

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The last two weeks...

Have been good. :) it reminds me how much I miss the states- the littlest things like driving on open roads, green grass/greenery, fresh air (yes, I am considering la air to be "fresh" in comparison to hk standards), costco, target, and wandering around grocery stores shopping for organic and healthy goodies. It sounds like such a part of my past already, and it's not horrible in hk either, but I can't help but miss the simple things in life the states has to offer. :). I hope one day we'll be back for good, so I won't have to miss these things anymore!
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water

i realize i need to drink more water. i am not drinking enough. i also am not exercising enough. i really need to start... to ensure that we're okay and healthy. although we eat vitamins, we need to keep striving to keep our body young... so yes, drink more water, exercise more and also probably need to lay off, scratch that, lay low- on the sweets and carbs.

the only downside of drinking more water is peeing more. :p

tomorrow we're headed to LA! i'm excited. just to go back to the states and shop for you! we're also going to see your aunties jen jen and jackie and other friends like amy, connie and denis, mary and more!! then columbus on the 4th (hope the red eye isn't too brutal) and then vancouver. it should be a fun 12 days... i hope travelling is going to be pleasant as well and i can sleep on the plane! luckily amy helped us out with upgrads on china airlines on the way to la... yay! so that is already a lot better than flying econ. :)

anyhow, need to pack tonight, though not much to pack! and then yay tmrw we fly!

be good, grow more, we love you baby girl!

Patience is a virtue.

remember that little one...

so just this morning i was bummed about losing out on the stroller... how it went up in price by 80$... but i'd like to think i'm pretty resourceful. so i looked online for a better deal and that i found!! so we got it!! just what we wanted, a dark grey bugaboo cameleon base with off white tailored canvas fabric PLUS we get another free black fleece tailored fbc too! AND on top of that i found a 10% coupon so we paid $881.10 instead of $979.00!! and originally it was $899.99 on amazon and so we saved about $20 PLUS got a free fleece. yay!! i know i sound sooo very very chinese on this deal but it's the little things that you hopefully will learn. be a smart shopper... and get more for your $. :)

love love love. remember. patience is a virture. :)

bugaboo

oh boo. so i wanted to get you a bugaboo cameleon stroller... dark grey base with off white fbc. i was going to buy y/day but instead waited. why? who knows... i'm a procrastinator trying to find better deals i guess. but boo. today i go back to check amazon and apparently the cost has gone up!! this is no good. :( i guess that place had just sold the last one. sometimes you cannot procrastinate, or you'll lose the deal you have and have to pay more. so now we can 1) change the color or 2) pay more. I'm inclined to change the color, though i really really like the grey base... maybe just pay additional for tailored fbc? ayhh.

anyhow, we're leaving on friday morning to go to the states! it will be exciting... you've been once already in my tummy when you were only a few weeks-- so this time, you'll be bigger! yay! plus you'll get to see aunty jen jen and jackie... i'm sure they're going to be super excited to see you, as a tummy before you arrive in november!!

wish me luck in finding you a new stroller... i'm sure it'll be better than before. patience is a virture, after all.

smile big. grow more. :)