Active!

Little girl was SUPER active today! I think she moved, hiccuped, turned all day, almost every hour! Amazing still, to know a little person is inside me, and it makes me realize all the weight gain, non-fun stuff about pregnancy is totally worth it. :)
All our love... Xxxo
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UP

M and i went to watch "UP" in 3d over the weekend (finally! after waiting since may!!). It reminded me how much i loved disney cartoon movies growing up... and it also made me think how having a baby/child, is life's blessing of reminding us of our own childhood- and how we should never lose that innocence and embrace what or how we once were.

subway day #2

So I can’t think of anything else ‘healthy’ to eat… so subway it is. Again.

 

Lately I have been experiencing hunger pains, and I mean pains.  Like aching but worse! I haven’t ever experienced anything like this before, it’s very interesting really.   And the funny thing is that this extreme instance of hunger has only started the other day- Tuesday, actually… since we went to the doctor.  It’s as if the dr has explained what’s to come in the 3^rd trimester and little girl has heard! And definitely paying attention and taking notes!

 

Peeing- another thing. Though I’m okay, nothing too major, but I definitely feel little girl growing and it’s mostly on the bottom half vs. the top half. My organs are squished I’m sure, but maybe not as squished (thank goodness I believe) as they may be.

 

Today marks 28 weeks btw! Wow, 12 or less to go… I’m hoping for 8. J

woah. hunger.

I just finished a sub and a half.  Woah hunger.

 

At least it was subway… woke up with a craving and thank goodness there’s one fairly* nearby (I think there’s like only 2 or 3 subways in hk total).  Anyhow a 6” meatball and a footlong veggie. Mmmmmm.

 

Craving fulfilled. Check!

Ugh

I think this is the 2nd pregnancy depressing time I'm experiencing, not depression but just down, I guess, emotionally.

We just got back from the states/vanc, you'd think I would be recharged but eh. Even got to see ang/ed this past weekend, but I don't know. Lately michael is just eh. Monday he wanted to get a massage, then decided not to go bc e said I made him feel bad. He went anyways tuesday. I've been wanting to see "up" in 3d for the longest time, and we were supposed to go today but he read the wrong time (chinese ver vs eng)... So we didn't go. And was noting that tickets are 100$ vs 70$ normally bc its 3d. So we are walking home and I have to pee badly, and he is scratching my butt on the walk back from manh. Hill and I say pls don't do that and he gets pissy. Like little kid tantrum. Uhhh, I have to pee!!! Even the dr yday said I would have to pee more... Bc of the pregnancy. Duh. So then he opens the door sooooooo slowly and I tell him (loudly) that to hurry bc I have to PEE!! And gets all really pissy and starts yelling at me! Saying stupid stuff in chinese and a cheeseen at the end, which I find extremely rude. Plus he then storms off to exericse. Fine. I can do yoga too.

He gets back and says -i almost fainted. Well, what do u want me to do? I don't know... And he gives me the silent treatment. Then goes to a mtg at mom's. Comes back ltr saying I'm going to meet ronald. Where? Yue.

Do I have a say? Nope.

I donno, I feel like you complain ab a movie ticket yet go out and spend 100$ on ONE drink (at least). You knew I had to pee and got mad at me? I don't get it.

I just feel hurt bc yah, I'm pregnant and you go off to do these things assuming my feelings aren't anything or just because you want to. I understand that you need time alone w/your friends but it doesn't help after you yell at me for stupid shit that I didn't even do.

So yah, down, I guess bc I donno, I'm just not feeling great. I can't even decipher if I'm hungry or have heartburn. My stomach is iffy all day and my other stomach is getting bigger. At least I hope baby is healthy and growing well. At least that's would be one good thing from this.

Little girl, I love you.
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Ugh

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The last two weeks...

Have been good. :) it reminds me how much I miss the states- the littlest things like driving on open roads, green grass/greenery, fresh air (yes, I am considering la air to be "fresh" in comparison to hk standards), costco, target, and wandering around grocery stores shopping for organic and healthy goodies. It sounds like such a part of my past already, and it's not horrible in hk either, but I can't help but miss the simple things in life the states has to offer. :). I hope one day we'll be back for good, so I won't have to miss these things anymore!
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